Sometimes I hate those things happened to me.

You don't even know me, you don't bother trying to understand me.

You don't know I am such a tragedy, I am so diffident, I am afraid of everything. I think I don't deserve anything that matters to me. I think I am the worst but I still desire the things I may even NOT be capable to hold.

You want to know why I liked her at my early age but don't now?

Cause she was the only one that expressed her affection to me, and lisened to me, but she did not do that anymore, I don't know why.

You didn't make any effort trying to understand me. Then why do you deserve right to blame me?

I know I am so cold blood.

I don't like her any more, after all that time wasting at her house and I had nothing to do.

I'm no longer a child, but you both still thought I would have fun myself for couple of hours without anything to do.

She didn't talk to me, I had no one to talk to, I have nothing to do every weekend.

That's the cause. 

You can say that I forget every kindness of her. But I am just that kind of person.

They are not like my friends.

Yep, I think it is because of you. You horrible education. I want to blame you, saying is all your fault.

I am in such bad mood so I just hate everyone, don't care about anything.

You never want to waste time on me, aren't you?

My choice seemed unnecessary, you don't even want to spend time think about me.

And you think you are such a perfect parent of me.

WHICH IS NOT.